~heather~

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-31T22:39:00

2004-06-01T02:41:24Z

i hate you....your a stupid itch who doesn deserve to live and everything in your life that has gone wrong is all your fault and you have no one to blame except yourself....so rot in hell you whore.

everyone else...i love you all!

<333heather

FUCK YOU BITCH

2004-05-26T13:35:02Z

FUCK YOU...DMV

so yeah i go to get my lisence this morning and i got up at 6in the fucking morning stood outside the DMV for an hour and was the 2nd person in line. we finally get up to the desk and the fucking bitch says "oh, we're not doing walk-ins today..we're short staffed. sorry" fuck her they could have atleast put a fucking sign on the door or some shit. so me and my mommy are going to try to go this afternoon when she gets off work! oh yeah but the day did get better i got to go surfing and althugh the waves were on the small side they were rollin in and this bittch was havin fun. out at the poles it seems no one comes out a 8 in the morning! SWEET! well thats all for now.

<333heather

summer....

2004-05-25T19:05:53Z

things have been absolutely amazing....been hangin out with my teresa and megan and danielle and the rest of the gang. summer has gotten off to an awesome start...
+big party
+got to drive the motha fuckin jeep
+took a road trip to orlando to see the one and only sean dowlanwold
+more parties
+mini road trip
+and gettin my lisence tomorrow niggas

oh yeah and i got a job....i am a jr.lifeguard counselor at hannah park! i get paid to go kyaking and paddleboarding/surfing and just hang out on the beach with the kids...mon-fri 9-4! so i'm very excited! i hope everyone has a very spectacular summer and hit a nigga up if you would like to chill! that means you my sparkles!

<333heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-22T17:33:00

2004-05-22T21:34:33Z

orlando with shaun and tree = sluts (teresa), and lots of fun!!!

<333heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-19T14:05:00

2004-05-19T18:08:00Z

d00d, teresa and danielle are the shit. hardcore style bitch.

imma drink my wine and smoke this weed imma fuck this hottie from behind til she screams.

<3<3<3<3~~heather~~ ~~teresa~~ ~~danielle~~ budjak

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-18T20:58:00

2004-05-19T01:01:19Z

life is good met a few new people have fun being semi single and jus trying to survive this thing we call life.

<333heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-12T15:26:00

2004-05-12T19:34:12Z

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-10T21:35:00

2004-05-11T01:37:53Z

longing loving missing hoping praying fighting lost dazed and confused alone surrounded by people dying living happy

all the things i feel at this time....

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-05-07T15:34:00

2004-05-07T19:36:04Z

blah

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-04-28T11:18:00

2004-04-28T15:20:17Z

I LOVE YOU

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-04-19T20:06:00

2004-04-20T00:07:56Z

all yall bitches can shut the fuck up i wasnt surprised at all! lol.

THANK YOU THO

nice try.

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-04-18T20:55:00

2004-04-19T00:58:46Z

hello-

things are really good...hung out with my hoe lexa last night along with my dearest ryan and jordan! me and ryan have been together for 3 weeks now and i really care about him and he's such an awesome guy and i hope things work out for the best. he's so down to earth and sweet. we're goin to orlando next weekend for my 16th birthday niggas!

HAPPY 16TH TO ME 4/20

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-28T19:17:00

2004-03-29T00:18:51Z

life gets better with each day that passes

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-27T10:33:00

2004-03-27T15:37:32Z

things are good right now in a very confusing way. i just dont know what i want anymore. i like this one guy but he just got hurt by a girl and i'm not looking to be someone's rebound. then there's another guy who just got outta a 1 and 5 months relationship and i dont want to be compared to his ex. so i'm not quite sure what's goin on.

on a more happier note...went to a party last night and well will wasnt quite able to drive home so he had to spend the night here. but it was fun we stayed up talking like lil school girls.

i'm off to play in a softball game.

<3heather

perfect

2004-03-26T01:42:22Z

hey hey! well everything has been goin really good. i'm very happy in my life right now i've met some new guys that i really care about. and me and alex are once again becoming friends. and i'm pretty sure we're goin to prom together...that is if we can remain friends and stop fighting.lol. well i just got off the phone with ryan and that just made my day!

i think today was one of the best days i've had in a very long time-
-i went to every class
-i got to leave early for a softball game
i had the best hit of the game and scored the first run of only two and we won
2-0.
-i talked to will and he's goin prom dress shopping with me tomorrow since alex wont go with me.
-i talked to ryan and we're hangin out after practice tomorrow!

-

SMILES

i hope everyone else has a terrific evening and i love you all especially my darling jonathon clay! thanx for the text mesages!

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-17T16:07:00

2004-03-17T21:08:09Z

i love spring break

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-13T09:00:00

2004-03-13T14:06:14Z

went and saw estelle last night with arial, alee, katie, and astin for a lil bit. the show was good...katie and alee dressed me up. it was fun though. will showed up for awhile. after the show we all went to steak-n-shake...i think everyone was pretty much sober except me and alee...and possibly arial we're still not sure. we saw alex johnson. i talked to him for a few minutes...it was our usual bitching and putting each other down kinda thing.

oh yeah me and katie finally settled our differences and i must admit she's a pretty cool chick and i'm glad i got to find that out. it was fun hangin out with alee again cuz i dont get to see her that much anymore. *tear* but yeah we also went to hugenot yesterday it was lots of fun. we did some off roading and covered arial's truck in mud. i gotta game today at 3 and then i'm off to call arial so we can chill tonight...possibly at jonathon clay's hizhouse....and my darling lexa i shall def. cal you today as well!

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-12T10:53:00

2004-03-12T15:56:17Z

i love it how when people make plans and then the other person decides to be a fucking asshole and mess everything up. the only thing i have to say to you is

FUCK YOU

.if you're gonna choose someone who you've known for a whole 4 months over someone you met over a year ago and who cared about you more then you can imagine then you have serious issues. i fucking hate you!

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-12T10:47:00

2004-03-12T15:51:43Z

asshole: dictionary def.- ( P ) Pronunciation Key (shl)
n. Vulgar Slang- A thoroughly contemptible, detestable person

asshole: my def.-

ASTIN

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-07T21:15:00

2004-03-08T02:19:56Z

its been a fun weekend...hung out with the cool kids on friday...went to school 4 but couldnt get in. saturday played softball and then went to the beach and then went out with astin. we hung out with those one people...you know who i'm talking about. i took my first adventure out to damespoint park. and the hooka lounge of course. today went surfing in the morning and then had a lil cook out with the family and friends...astin and jordan, then jordan had to go to work and then ariel came over. me and ariel then attemped to go surfing but the waves had died. me astin and ariel then proceeded to the bowling ally to play some pool then off to KFC we went. now i'm home sitting at my computer writing this. hope you all had a wonderful weekend...i know i did besides the sunburn of course.

<3heather

p.s. alex i hope you're feeling better.

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-03-06T11:40:00

2004-03-06T16:41:51Z

won our game last night and hung out with the cool kids. everyone have a wonderful day... i am off to play some softball. peace hoes

<3heather

"fuck me gently with a chainsaaw"

2004-02-27T17:55:56Z

yeah well everything has fallen all at once. i dont have a job anymore, me and alex arent together anymore, well thats not such a bad thing but its more the fact that i dont have anyone. i've pretty much lost my best friend of 10 years. my parents have like given up on me and i dont have a date for prom...well possibly ariel...but not sure yet. i cant go to prom with alex because i dont wanna give him the wrong idea or anything. i just dont know what i want anymore...i jus know i wanna be happy. i've found a couple new jobs and i've met a few other guuys that i'm interested in but nothing big or anyhting. my life was going perfect i going to school i had a great job and i even met a few other new friends that were really fun. but i dunno whats happened. i wanted to go with teresa this weekend to south carolina but then my parents said no because they dont trust me and teresa together which is fucking bullshit! but yeah well the bell is gonna ring so i'll write more lader

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-02-26T17:00:00

2004-02-26T22:04:08Z

Shaun is the coolest guy that i have ever met. I like tareseas boobs. I helped her take pictures of her boobs that you can see on her lj. Oh yeah im a lesbian. Im 15 did i mention that
Goodtimes
Later

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-02-24T21:56:00

2004-02-25T02:59:13Z

hangin out with sean and teresa

<3heather

eloquentxsilenc @ 2004-02-23T14:45:00

2004-02-23T19:54:30Z

i finally got a new lj..... yeah!

<3heather

*~heather~*