[31 May 2004|10:39pm] i hate you....your a stupid itch who doesn deserve to live and everything in your life that has gone wrong is all your fault and you have no one to blame except yourself....so rot in hell you whore. everyone else...i love you all! <333heather 1 dead - kill me

FUCK YOU BITCH [26 May 2004|09:21am] [ mood | infuriated ] FUCK YOU...DMV so yeah i go to get my lisence this morning and i got up at 6in the fucking morning stood outside the DMV for an hour and was the 2nd person in line. we finally get up to the desk and the fucking bitch says "oh, we're not doing walk-ins today..we're short staffed. sorry" fuck her they could have atleast put a fucking sign on the door or some shit. so me and my mommy are going to try to go this afternoon when she gets off work! oh yeah but the day did get better i got to go surfing and althugh the waves were on the small side they were rollin in and this bittch was havin fun. out at the poles it seems no one comes out a 8 in the morning! SWEET! well thats all for now. <333heather 1 dead - kill me

summer.... [25 May 2004|02:59pm] things have been absolutely amazing....been hangin out with my teresa and megan and danielle and the rest of the gang. summer has gotten off to an awesome start... +big party +got to drive the motha fuckin jeep +took a road trip to orlando to see the one and only sean dowlanwold +more parties +mini road trip +and gettin my lisence tomorrow niggas oh yeah and i got a job....i am a jr.lifeguard counselor at hannah park! i get paid to go kyaking and paddleboarding/surfing and just hang out on the beach with the kids...mon-fri 9-4! so i'm very excited! i hope everyone has a very spectacular summer and hit a nigga up if you would like to chill! that means you my sparkles! <333heather kill me

[22 May 2004|05:33pm] orlando with shaun and tree = sluts (teresa), and lots of fun!!! <333heather kill me

[19 May 2004|02:05pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | hardcore mother fucker ] d00d, teresa and danielle are the shit. hardcore style bitch. imma drink my wine and smoke this weed imma fuck this hottie from behind til she screams. <3<3<3<3heather teresa danielle budjak 1 dead - kill me

[18 May 2004|08:58pm] life is good met a few new people have fun being semi single and jus trying to survive this thing we call life. <333heather 1 dead - kill me

[12 May 2004|03:26pm] I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to Got somebody here but I want you Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself Callin' her your name Ladies tell me do you understand? Now all my fellas do you feel my pain? It's the way I feel I know I made a mistake Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back What I gotta do now To get my shorty back Ooo ooo ooo ooooh Man I don't know what I'm gonna do Without my booo You've been gone for too long It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn) When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn) Let it burn (gotta let it burn) Gotta let it burn Deep down you know its best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh) I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah) Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh So many days, so many hours I'm still burnin' till you return When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn kill me

[10 May 2004|09:35pm] longing loving missing hoping praying fighting lost dazed and confused alone surrounded by people dying living happy all the things i feel at this time.... <3heather 10 dead - kill me

[07 May 2004|03:34pm] blah 1 dead - kill me

[28 Apr 2004|11:18am] I LOVE YOU <3heather 4 dead - kill me

[19 Apr 2004|08:06pm] all yall bitches can shut the fuck up i wasnt surprised at all! lol. THANK YOU THO nice try. <3heather 1 dead - kill me

[18 Apr 2004|08:55pm] hello- things are really good...hung out with my hoe lexa last night along with my dearest ryan and jordan! me and ryan have been together for 3 weeks now and i really care about him and he's such an awesome guy and i hope things work out for the best. he's so down to earth and sweet. we're goin to orlando next weekend for my 16th birthday niggas! HAPPY 16TH TO ME 4/20 <3heather 8 dead - kill me

[28 Mar 2004|07:17pm] life gets better with each day that passes <3heather 4 dead - kill me

[27 Mar 2004|10:33am] things are good right now in a very confusing way. i just dont know what i want anymore. i like this one guy but he just got hurt by a girl and i'm not looking to be someone's rebound. then there's another guy who just got outta a 1 and 5 months relationship and i dont want to be compared to his ex. so i'm not quite sure what's goin on. on a more happier note...went to a party last night and well will wasnt quite able to drive home so he had to spend the night here. but it was fun we stayed up talking like lil school girls. i'm off to play in a softball game. <3heather kill me

perfect [25 Mar 2004|08:41pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | "fuck you right back" frankee ] hey hey! well everything has been goin really good. i'm very happy in my life right now i've met some new guys that i really care about. and me and alex are once again becoming friends. and i'm pretty sure we're goin to prom together...that is if we can remain friends and stop fighting.lol. well i just got off the phone with ryan and that just made my day! i think today was one of the best days i've had in a very long time- -i went to every class -i got to leave early for a softball game i had the best hit of the game and scored the first run of only two and we won 2-0. -i talked to will and he's goin prom dress shopping with me tomorrow since alex wont go with me. -i talked to ryan and we're hangin out after practice tomorrow! - SMILES i hope everyone else has a terrific evening and i love you all especially my darling jonathon clay! thanx for the text mesages! <3heather kill me

[17 Mar 2004|04:07pm] i love spring break kill me

[13 Mar 2004|09:00am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "this love" maroon 5 ] went and saw estelle last night with arial, alee, katie, and astin for a lil bit. the show was good...katie and alee dressed me up. it was fun though. will showed up for awhile. after the show we all went to steak-n-shake...i think everyone was pretty much sober except me and alee...and possibly arial we're still not sure. we saw alex johnson. i talked to him for a few minutes...it was our usual bitching and putting each other down kinda thing. oh yeah me and katie finally settled our differences and i must admit she's a pretty cool chick and i'm glad i got to find that out. it was fun hangin out with alee again cuz i dont get to see her that much anymore. *tear* but yeah we also went to hugenot yesterday it was lots of fun. we did some off roading and covered arial's truck in mud. i gotta game today at 3 and then i'm off to call arial so we can chill tonight...possibly at jonathon clay's hizhouse....and my darling lexa i shall def. cal you today as well! <3heather kill me

[12 Mar 2004|10:53am] i love it how when people make plans and then the other person decides to be a fucking asshole and mess everything up. the only thing i have to say to you is FUCK YOU .if you're gonna choose someone who you've known for a whole 4 months over someone you met over a year ago and who cared about you more then you can imagine then you have serious issues. i fucking hate you! <3heather 3 dead - kill me

[12 Mar 2004|10:47am] asshole: dictionary def.- ( P ) Pronunciation Key (shl) n. Vulgar Slang- A thoroughly contemptible, detestable person asshole: my def.- ASTIN kill me

[07 Mar 2004|09:15pm] its been a fun weekend...hung out with the cool kids on friday...went to school 4 but couldnt get in. saturday played softball and then went to the beach and then went out with astin. we hung out with those one people...you know who i'm talking about. i took my first adventure out to damespoint park. and the hooka lounge of course. today went surfing in the morning and then had a lil cook out with the family and friends...astin and jordan, then jordan had to go to work and then ariel came over. me and ariel then attemped to go surfing but the waves had died. me astin and ariel then proceeded to the bowling ally to play some pool then off to KFC we went. now i'm home sitting at my computer writing this. hope you all had a wonderful weekend...i know i did besides the sunburn of course. <3heather p.s. alex i hope you're feeling better. kill me

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